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Elder Brother

“How do you know? I just learned that the board is called Yan Xue Xiao.” Manager Chen didn’t hear the difference in his voice. “Let’s relax in the game every day, It’s no problem to support our team with the inheritance of the board. I’ll go to the supermarket to buy you something to eat.”

The young man hung his head down and stood still.

It turns out that Yan Xue Xiao disappeared because of his family, and it is natural that it is not connected. The stone that has been pressed in his heart for a long time was lifted.

Yan Xue Xiao was so kind to him, even during the days when Yan Xue Xiao disappeared, he never blamed Yan Xue Xiao, he could not help but wonder if he did something wrong, did his brother find out his ignorant secret love, and if he bothered his brother.

Fortunately neither.

He did not know Yan Xue Xiao’s father, but he remembered the earnest advice on the phone that he should be a good father. Even he couldn’t bear it. He didn’t dare to think about how sad Yan Xue Xiao was at the time. He would rather be himself the reason.

He found Yan Xue Xiao’s number, ‌ dialed the number several times, but he still didn’t have the courage to press the call button.

Training in the afternoon, the teenager lifted up and walked into the training room, sitting in front of the computer for personal practice. Personal practice is far more boring than team tactical training, including two-hour marksmanship practice, one-hour charting practice, and practice of different firearms skills .

Team qualifying is only after personal training. He made a mark and jumped off in the fishing village. When he landed, there was someone in the container. He aimed at shooting behind the container. He picked up M416 on the ground after a while.

“The reaction is slow today.”

Ye Ning said in surprise, Shen Chi did not make such a mistake in usual training. He thought that the teenager was nervous because of the imminent competition, so he comforted: “Don’t stress too much.”

Shen Chi himself felt distracted. As the captain, he was responsible to the team. He took a deep breath, suppressed the distracting thoughts that came out of his head, and devoted himself to training. No more mistakes.

The first game of the PDL weekend was about to be played. The individuals in the training room were practicing hard, especially Shen Chi did not stop, as if immersing himself in the game, Manager Chen carried a big bag of snacks into the training room: “Everyone trains and works hard, eat something to replenish your energy.”

From the afternoon to the evening, Lan Heng took off his headphones and went to the bag to pick up the potato chips. Ye Ning on the other side opened in the position: “Throw me a bag.”

Lan Heng threw a packet of potato chips in the air, and while eating potato chips, he remembered and asked, “Going to Yucheng in the sky, has the hotel been booked? There are many teams participating in the preliminary competition. If the day is booked, it may be fully booked. .”

“It’s booked.” Manager Chen pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, “The five-star hotel next to the stadium is guaranteed to be comfortable.”

The air in the training room is silent.

“What five-star hotel?” Lan Heng put down the potato chips in the , with a tone of hatred iron not becoming steel, “Isn’t the hotel expensive?”

Ye Ning looked over: “Those who know will think we are playing PDL, those who didn’t know will think we are going to play for the country in the World Championship.”

Ye Ning is not joking. In the early days of esports development, Hua Guo chose to participate in the World Championships and was always sleeping on the floor. He said that he could not enter the league. Not being able to enter the league meant that he could not be profitable, the TTL club is always on the verge of bankruptcy.

After choosing the earnest teachings of the people, Manager Chen had to scratch the idea of a five-star hotel and booked the most cost-effective fast hotel next to the venue.

It was late after the training was over. Shen Chi got up from his seat ‌ and didn’t need to practice the game. When he got up, he was at a loss. After a while, he walked downstairs, thinking about whether to go to the hospital.

The half-open window in the living room showed that it was faintly raining. For some reason, the last rain in the border town suddenly appeared before his eyes. When he was about to draw down the curtains, he glanced at the back of the security room near the lake.

The back is quite familiar.. It must have been there, Shen Chi has always trusted his memory, he asked Manager Xiang Chen: “Who is he?”

Manager Chen followed his line of sight ‌, the light was dim at night, ‌ it was not clear, and after identification, he replied: “Did you mean that lame man? The security guard who brought him over, ‌ his legs are not bright, but he is pretty. Carefully, he picked up all the keys I left in the garage, and he usually stands guard at the base station.”

Listening to Manager Chen’s babbled answer, Shen Chi lowered his eyes. He recognized that the lame security guard in the security room was once the security guard of the third high school.

He was familiar with the security guard, and he would leave every day after the last person left at the school. He was often the last person.

Not only that, he kept waiting outside the door when he was locking himself in his room, but also gave an umbrella carefully when he walked out of the college entrance examination room alone.

Of course, a person with inconvenient legs would not travel thousands of miles from a remote border town to Yancheng. He also happened to appear next to him, ‌ it can be said that ‌ was Yan Xue Xiao from the beginning.

There was a certain kind of energy in his mind, and the heart under his chest was beating uncontrollably. He hurried back to his room and dug out a small box from the innermost side of his suitcase.

He took a deep breath, and slowly opened the box as if he didn’t dare to touch it. There was an emerald brooch in the velvet lining, which was the same polished and artistically polished emerald ring his grandmother gave to Yan Xue Xiao.

This was the only unsigned coming-of-age gift he received on his birthday. He was not sure if it was given by Yan Xue Xiao. After all, he hadn’t contacted him for half a year. He had never thought that Yan Xue Xiao would remember his birthday, so he didn’t dare to think about it. Yan Xue Xiao still remembers his birthday.

He can be sure now that it was Yan Xue Xiao’s birthday gift. Looking at the light flowing from the emerald, the strangeness that lingered in his heart suddenly disappeared after the reunion.

Even though there are no messages, Yan Xue Xiao has never been absent at every important moment in his life. He participates in his life in a way that he perceives,and participates in his life in a way that he was aware of, accompanying him to walk away from the dark and open future, and he knew it.


In the quiet ward, Ah Pei looked at Yan Xue Xiao standing in front of the window and said, “The discharge has been completed.”

Yan Xue Xiao quietly gathered his eyes, surrounded by the cold breath, and his facial features were excellent, but it was difficult for people to give birth to the idea of ​​approaching. It seemed like he was waiting for the wobbly little wolf pup.

At this moment, the door of the ward was knocked, he stood up and cast his eyes, his face hesitated: “It’s Xu Xin.”

“Let him in.”

Yan Xue Xiao narrowed his eyes.

Ah Pei opened the door, and Xu Xin went into the ward with hesitation. “I didn’t want to bother you when I knew you were ill, but I really didn’t have any money, and I had to find you because I had to pay for debts.”

“How much?”

Yan Xue Xiao asked indifferently.

Xu Xin was embarrassed to say the number, which is larger than before: “I will definitely pay it back.”

Yan Xue Xiao gave Xu Xin the number that Xu Xin wanted.

“Thank you.”

Xu Xin couldn’t express his gratitude in words, and he said thank you again. People on the side threatened to stop contacting him if he continued betting on horse racing, and refused to lend him money. Yan Xue Xiao had conditions when he lent him the money, he would definitely be able to pay back.

There was a deep warmth in his heart. He should have walked out of the ward immediately when he got the money. He whispered after confirming to the Zhou people: “Zheng An knows your father’s flight in advance.”

Yan Xue Xiao looked dull, and Xu Xin said the secret buried in his heart: “I heard someone call him.”

He concealed one thing. In fact, he was the one who received the call. Although he did not know who made the call, he told Zheng An about Yan Zhao’s cleaning up of Yan.

But he didn’t expect Zheng An to be so courageous. Not only did he take precautions in advance and even bite the Yan family back, he showed that Zheng An had a bad heart for Yan, and he couldn’t bear to keep Yan Xue Xiao in the dark.

After Xu Xin left, Ah Pei thought about the loaned money and asked Yan Xue Xiao: “Can he pay it back?”

Ah Pei didn’t believe that Xu Xin could pay back the money. Every time the money lent to Xu Xin was thrown in the casino, he lost nine out of ten in gambling, and the debt was not repaid but it got bigger and bigger. He heard that there is more and more debt collection. The more you have, the more you can’t pay it back.

“‌He can’t.”

Yan Xue Xiao smiled suddenly, his dark phoenix eyes cold. It was a dazzling face, but Ah Pei was terrified. Only when Yan Xue Xiao with the teenager had the feeling of warmth, it was like leaving out in a dark snowy night towards the light ‌.

There are a lot of wolves in China. Ah Pei couldn’t understand why Yan Xue Xiao returned to China so soon. Now, after realizing it, he is afraid that the teenager will forget him. Time is the cruelest and fairest thing, enough to change a person.

After checking all the electrical appliances, Manager Chen was about to turn off the lights when the red-haired boy suddenly panted and ran downstairs to ask him, “Address.”

He had never seen the captain flustered before, and he couldn’t help handing the boy a cup of hot milk. His tone was concerned: “What address?”

Shen Chi lowered his eyes: “The address of the hospital.”

He didn’t pick up Manager Chen’s milk. After knowing the address, he went out without returning, and ran towards the nearby Yan Affiliated Hospital.

He forgot to bring an umbrella when he went out. The rain was getting heavier. The rain curtain fell heavily from the sky. The clothes were soaked. The hospital was getting closer and closer. In order to avoid the rain , he entered the inpatient department through the slant door.

The ward was in the last room. He walked through the dark corridor, and his clothes were slowly dripping with rain.

There was darkness in front of him. In fact, he didn’t know who Yan Xue Xiao was. He suddenly appeared and disappeared. It was the moon in the sky, and it was the turbulent dark tide.

He didn’t like winter because winter means cold, but what he likes most now is winter, because he spent the whole winter with Yan Xue Xiao, and even hopes that winter will pass more slowly, and he can hold Yan Xue Xiao’s warmth .

There are not many lucky places in his short life. His only luck is to meet Yan Xue Xiao. All his luck comes from Yan Xue Xiao.

No one would accept a thorn like him. In the dark, Yan Xue Xiao gently hugged him who was dying.

The wet red-haired boy walked carefully to the front of the ward, and the action of opening the door was exceptionally light..

Shen Chi saw Yan Xue Xiao standing by the window, seeming to be looking at something. What he didn’t notice was that Yan Xue Xiao was watching his projection on the window.

After he walked to Yan Xue Xiao ‌ step by step, he plucked up the courage to stretch out ‌, and wanted to hug ‌ as before, but he held himself looking at his soaked sleeves.

When he was hesitating, Yan Xue xiao turned and stretched around and embraced him like a child, as if afraid he would leave.

His body froze, and after a long time hanging in midair, he hugged Yan Xue Xiao. The teenager finally called Brother and opened his eyes red: “Don’t leave me again.”

As soon as his voice fell, he felt that he was being held tighter, as if he were going to be held in the flesh and blood of his body. Yan Xue Xiao’s voice came from the top, and his tone seriously said, “Never. ”

In the next second, Yan Xue Xiao gently wiped away his tears: “It’s too late to go.”

Translator’s Note: Shen Chi YXX can’t leave you anymore or he would really be broken beyond repair. Happy Reading Everyone.
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  1. Avatar Kurry says:

    This chapter isn’t in the right order. It should be after 83, not 81.
    Thank you for the the chapter(◍•ᴗ•◍)

    1. Nacchi Nacchi says:

      Thank you for telling me. I’ve fixed it now.

  2. Avatar anon says:

    wait, who is the lame man ? Our ML?

    1. Nacchi Nacchi says:

      The lame man bodyguard is the security guard from Shen Chi’s old school after YXX vanished he tried to took care of SC so it is concluded that he was sent by YXX

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