CM Chapter 19

(M?) Chapter 19 – Loose Bitch

Chapter 1, Part 6.4

Novel Title: ひとりじめ (Completely Mine)

Author：椎崎 夕 (Shiizaki You)

Illustrator：小山田 あみ (Oyamada Ami)

Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)

Protagonists: 細川 湊 (Hosokawa Minato -MC) & 荻原 浩志 (Ogiwara Koushi -ML)

*Please read at knoxt.space, the original site of translation. TQ*

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“Do you have any painkillers from the hospital? If there’s anything you need or something I can do, please let me know.”  

Ogiwara, seated on the edge of his bed, abruptly spoke after silently watching Minato struggle to string his words together.  

“Who was that man earlier?”  

“Eh?”  

“On the street, you seemed to be doing something pretty bold. Is that what all men who date men do?”  

At first, Ogiwara’s words registered only as a string of sounds. Minato blinked several times, dumbfounded, before the meaning finally sank in.  

He had forgotten all about it until now, but at that moment, Ogiwara must have seen him being kissed by Koumoto.  

By Ogiwara, of all people. At that place, of all places.  

“—!”  

Not just his thoughts but his entire body seemed to freeze in place. Bent over in front of Ogiwara, Minato held his breath, the sound of it reverberating loudly in the quiet room.  

The expression on Ogiwara’s face shifted from a doll-like hardness to a faint smile tugging at the corners of his lips. That change sent a chill down Minato’s spine. When he instinctively began to step back, Ogiwara grabbed his elbow, preventing him from moving.  

“In other words, you and that man are in that kind of relationship, right? Since when?”  

“That’s not—!”  

The moment he shook his head, his elbow was tugged, and his retreat was cut off. The grip on his arm was so firm it hurt, and he couldn’t help but think—however inappropriately—how strong Ogiwara was.  

“It’s not true! Koumoto-san is just an acquaintance!”  

“You kiss an acquaintances in the middle of the street? Besides, Minato-sensei, you weren’t resisting at all, were you? You let him hold you around the waist and clung to him.”  

Desperately, Minato shook his head. It was true he hadn’t resisted, but at the time, he hadn’t even fully understood what was happening.  

“Then? Have you already slept with him?”  

“What are you even saying—?”  

“If you like him, that would be natural. Though I can’t imagine you being the one to take the lead with him.”  

Ogiwara’s words came out smoothly, accompanied by a faint smile. Though it was a beautiful and gentle expression that highlighted his handsome features, his eyes glimmered with an unsettling light.  

“…You’re wrong! The one I like is…-”  

The words that had nearly spilled from his throat were swallowed back at the last moment.  

He had sworn never to reveal those feelings to Ogiwara. That promise came back to him.  

“Then who do you like? Who is it?”  

Ogiwara’s strength pulled him closer, and his face was suddenly cupped between both hands. Minato reflexively squeezed his eyes shut, feeling Ogiwara’s sharp gaze on him at a distance close enough for their breaths to mingle.  

“Running away like that is cowardly. Open your eyes.”  

“N-no…”  

As Minato tried to turn his face away, Ogiwara repositioned his grip under his chin. Suddenly, Minato couldn’t breathe.  

In the next moment, his vision widened in shock as Ogiwara’s face drew so near he could see his own reflection in Ogiwara’s eyes. Something warm and moist brushed against his lips.  

“—!?”  

Before he could process what was happening, his body went limp. Taking advantage of that moment, Ogiwara’s tongue slipped between his teeth and tangled with Minato’s. Minato’s shoulders jolted.  

The wet, sticky sound echoing in his ears synchronized with the invasive sensation within his mouth. Unable to make sense of the situation, he instinctively turned his head away, only to catch sight of Ogiwara licking his lips like a predator.  

And just as swiftly, Ogiwara grabbed his chin again and pressed their lips together, pushing deeper into his mouth.  

Minato’s mind went completely blank.  

Ogiwara’s grip on Minato’s shoulder and chest loosened as if the strength had melted away. Seeing this as an opportunity, the hand that had been grasping his chin moved to the back of his neck, and the already deeply intertwined lips clung to him painfully.

“You know, don’t you, Minato-sensei? That I’m the one that you like?”

After the kiss broke, Ogiwara whispered hoarsely in his ear.

Minato blinked, feeling as if he had been struck on the head. Ogiwara leaned in close enough for his lips to touch Minato’s.

“From the time of your teaching internship, you’ve been looking at me that way, haven’t you? Did you really think I wouldn’t notice how obvious it was?”

The low, caressing tone of his voice and the beautifully serene smile on his face were mesmerizing, but Minato’s whole body trembled uncontrollably.

“Even though you like me, you’re kissing another man? How shameless. Is it really that easy between men? Or is Minato-sensei just a loose bitch?”

“……”

“Well, in this day and age, there are plenty of women around, so pursuing a same-sex relationship isn’t exactly easy. Considering that, being loose is no big deal, I suppose. Not that I can understand it either way.”

Looking at that smile was more painful than hearing the words thrown at him. It casually exposed the feelings Minato had desperately hidden, shattering them to pieces.

Seeing Minato tremble, speechless, Ogiwara leaned in closer. The grip on the back of his neck remained unyielding, and Minato’s mouth was captured again in a deep kiss.

The tip of Ogiwara’s tongue intertwined with Minato’s, sucking it in. He thoroughly explored the inside of Minato’s mouth, heedless of the trembling of his shoulders, before reluctantly pulling away.

“The lack of a response means you agree. Well, whatever. The ‘loose’ part was unexpected, but now that I think about it, it’s quite convenient.”

“…Ugh.”

As Minato raised his head, about to speak up against the mocking tone, he was suddenly swept off his feet.

After the shock that ran through his body, his back continued to tremble with the aftereffects. Realizing he had been pushed down onto the bed, he tried to get up, but the looming figure pressed him down, restraining his movements.

“A friend told me that doing it with a man can be quite nice.”

“Wh…at?”

Minato’s words were captured as his wrists were bound together above his head. While he was immobilized, his shirt collar was pulled, and the front buttons were undone.

“I was curious to try it, but I thought it was too disgusting. However, this is a good chance to try, so why don’t you indulge me? As part of your home tutoring duties, of course.”

“Ogiwara, you—”

Before Minato could comprehend the words thrown at him, a large hand fell on his chest. It caressed the bare skin, and the fingertips pressed and circled a particular spot, eliciting a strange sensation mixed with pain.

Noticing the tremor of Minato’s skin, Ogiwara’s face contorted with amusement. When Minato turned his face away, he traced Minato’s cheek and temple with a warm, clammy touch.

“What’s so fun about touching this flat thing? It would be much better if it was soft like a girl’s. But then again, it’s quite different down there.”

The mocking voice only half-registered as Minato’s pants were suddenly grasped.

“No, wh-what are you…-“

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*Translator’s Note: I think Ogiwara is being a complete scum here. Jealousy is such a dangerous thing. P/S-The next chapter is a mature non-con one, so it will be published on my blog instead. On Knoxt, this story will continue with chapter 21. -K

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Translation: “You know, don’t you, Minato-sensei? That I’m the one that you like?”

Next update: 2026.08.17

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