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IBPAODWABS Ch167


Translator: Nacchi

Editor: Gummy


Shen Chi was stunned when he saw the request being accepted. He stared at the other party for a long time and didn’t speak. He summoned up the courage to say hello.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】Hello

Yan Xue Xiao in the hospital bed looked at WeChat without emotion. He didn’t know whether the other person was sent by Zheng An or Luo Shu. He didn’t respond and waited.

Shen Chi doesn’t know the suspicion of the other person. He finally has someone who he can talk to and he is quite talkative through the Internet. Even if he is facing a virtual girlfriend of 500 yuan.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God ‌】‌Today I received a large order of eighteen thousand

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God ‌】There was a power outage today. I went to the school canteen to buy candles, but there were none.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God 】Fortunately, I found the candle in the cabinet. I wouldn’t find them in the drawer if I didn’t look carefully.

Yan Xue Xiao saw a steady stream of messages on his phone. The other party didn’t seem to know how to stop talking. He pursed his lips on the hospital bed.

[Yan Xue Xiao] Don’t you have anyone to talk to?

This is a cold refusal, but he thinks about it seriously, Xiao Zui can’t talk, Zhuang Zhou works in a factory, he really has no one he can talk to.

After a while.

Yan Xue Xiao’s hand stopped on the delete friend and when he was about to press it, he suddenly received a reply from the other party.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God 】No one.

He lowered his eyelashes and couldn’t see his emotions. The questions he sent in the past made the other party send more diligently, and the message would always shake his phone every night.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】

He really shouldn’t be bothered.

He thought indifferently.
*

The snow in the border town became thicker and thicker, and Shen Chi gradually became familiar with Yan Xue Xiao, such as knowing that his virtual girlfriend is a man.

For example, he doesn’t understand how he counts his own money. Yan Xue Xiao always calmly throws him a number.

[Yan Xue Xiao] I don’t understand addition and subtraction

He sat by the fireside wrapped in a thick quilt, perhaps due to the influence of his body, he suddenly realized that his computing ability had deteriorated.

Not only did he judge the gun wrong from time to time, but his wrists were also ineffective, which meant that he could make less money, and he had only been scolded by customers with ugly words. His speed became slow..

But he still has Yan Xuexiao to talk to, although his virtual girlfriend is a man.

[Asia’s No.1 Gun God] My customer complained

[Yan Xue Xiao] Complain back

He would definitely scold him back if he can change his job, but now he needs money too much. He learns to bend down like a man and apologize to the customer.

Once he took a big bill, he earned two thousand yuan for the first time and he typed quickly on the screen.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】‌ Earned two thousand today, I want to go to the dessert shop to buy the most expensive strawberry cake to eat

After sending the message, he slowly calmed down. The six-inch strawberry cake costs 80 yuan, which is enough for his weekly living expenses.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】A bit expensive

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】I won’t buy it

Yan Xue Xiao looked at the tangled message of the other party and told himself that it was just for the sake of his peace.

【Yan Xue Xiao】Address.

Shen Chi thought that he needed customer information, so he didn’t hesitate to send his address because there is really nothing valuable in the rental house .

In the afternoon, he received what Yan Xue Xiao gave him. At the moment when he unpacked the package, his heart beat suddenly. There was a strawberry cake in the box.

It was just an ordinary afternoon, but it was the first time he ate dessert after coming to Border Town. He cherished the cake so much.

He is not even willing to throw away the packaging.

*
“It was found that it was under Luo Shu’s order.”

The man in the ward listened to the report in his hand. He was not surprised by the result. He quietly looked out the window.

He has always disliked fighting. He simply thinks it is boring. But in the eyes of others, it is like a sign of weakness. He would rather be a swordsman than a fish to be slaughtered.

A message appeared on the phone.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God ‌】This is the best strawberry cake I have ever eaten, thank you.

The other party transferred eighty yuan of money and then said carefully, like a little wolf cub with its tail outstretched tentatively.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】‌ Can we do a video call?

Maybe the ward was too quiet, he looked at the extinguished screen and agreed.

*

After Shen Chi finished sending the message, the phone seemed to be hot. He knew that his request was getting more and more outrageous, but he couldn’t help but want to know Yan Xue Xiao.

He put the phone on the table without daring to read the reply and walked to the full-length mirror on the wall.

Cracks of different lengths appeared on the full-length mirror, the face on the mirror was sickly white and blue blood vessels appeared on the neck.

Although he cares about his hair very much and takes good care of his red hair every day, the roots of the hair gradually becoming dull.

He carefully used hair dye to replace the roots of his hair, trying his best to make himself look good, but his red hair would only make his complexion pale.

He lowered his head and picked up the phone again. Yan Xue Xiao didn’t respond which made him relax, but a message came on the screen in the next second.

——The other party invites you to make a video call

Holding the phone, he was shocked, and subconsciously accepted, but then he turned off the light.

A particularly handsome face is now on the screen, the eyebrows are dark and distinct and even if he is wearing medical clothes, they can’t hide the magnificent aura.

Unfamiliar feelings flowed under his heavy chest, he didn’t understand why his heart was beating so fast.

“No light?”

“The lamp is broken.”

What he said was a lie. He didn’t want Yan Xue Xiao to see his ugly face. He stared at Yan Xue Xiao’s dazzling face in the dark without blinking.

Through the reflection of the floor-to-ceiling windows, Yan Xue Xiao could see that the other party was a pitifully thin young man with amber eyes hanging under his red hair. It’s a little wolf cub who hasn’t grown up.

He couldn’t bear to die early in the bloody snowy night. He learned to control his emotions early, but his crow-feather-like eyelashes quivered slightly.

Shen Chi stared at the page where the call ended. He began to feel that something was wrong with him. At night, he dreamed that Yan Xue Xiao was standing in front of him. He thought he must be too lonely.

He deliberately reduced contact, but in the end he couldn’t help sharing his life. He felt Yan Xue Xiao by his side with him along the way.

He made voice calls from time to time but no one answered the phone. After he finally got through, he said, “I didn’t receive the order today. Would you like to give your account number to practice? No money.”

“Not playing games.” There was a pause on the phone, “I’m still ‌ in the shower.”

Hearing Yan Xue Xiao’s low voice, he hung up with red ears, clearly feeling that he seemed to like someone he had never met.

Sentimental secret love is spreading in his heart. He is trying to control it but it is getting more and more intense.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】Do you have a girlfriend

[Yan Xue Xiao] None

When he receives a negative answer, he quietly let it go ‌, every time ‌ he is expressing his love implicitly.

He wanted to get better, so he forced himself to eat. He could eat two bowls of rice every day, but his body was still getting weak.

He knew he was sick, he didn’t have the courage to go to the hospital. When he came to the border town, he wanted to live and show the Shen family that he could. Now he just wants to live.

One day, he got up from his chair and fell into the dark in front of the rented house. When he woke up from a coma alone, he finally went to the hospital. The examination cost a full four hundred and fifty yuan.

He walked into the clinic filled with the smell of disinfectant water alone and the doctor looked at the computer and said, “You children don’t like to eat. The preliminary judgment is that the coma was caused by anemia. Other causes are not ruled out. Hospital infusion has the best therapeutic effect.”

He lowered his head and held the medicine list, “No.”

All his savings can only be spent in the hospital for two days and there is no effect if he wants to come. If he insists on taking medicine, he will get better.

He spent 600 to buy the medicine in the clinic and when he walked to the entrance of the hospital, he saw Dad Ji supporting the pregnant Mother Ji.

Shen Chi’s gaze cast on Mother Ji’s bulging belly, a new life was gestating in his belly and he was stunned for a while.

But he doesn’t have a standpoint to criticize, right? His heart is empty and no one cares about his departure.

He couldn’t help but turn on his cell phone.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】Are you there?

The phone is extremely quiet.

[Yan Xue Xiao] What’s wrong?

[Yan Xue Xiao] I have been busy recently

Seeing the reply, he turned off the screen with satisfaction. He could hold the phone in his hand, but Yan Xue Xiao on the phone would listen to him.

Shen Chi brought the medicine back to the house, and took the medicine with warm water. The heavy bitterness spread in his mouth but he did not frown, when clearly, he was afraid of suffering.

He looked at the clean cake packaging on the tablecloth. He wanted to recover on his birthday and he wanted Yan Xue Xiao to see him..

【 Asia‌’s No.1 Gun God】‌ My birthday is in September. Do you have time to come to Border Town? ‌So we could eat my birthday cake.

The other party did not answer.

[Asia‌’s No.1 Gun God] It doesn’t matter when

It took a long time before he received the sentence okay, he didn’t know whether he would come or not.

He was afraid of disturbing the other party’s work, so he turned off his mobile phone and took the medicine according to the doctor’s instructions. He wanted to live until the day when Yan Xue Xiao came to the border town.

The effect of the medicine is not as big as he imagined. He still loses weight quickly. He doesn’t even have the strength to bask in the sun.

He was thin to a terrible level, his sleeves were empty and he faintly felt that he would not live to be eighteen years old.

Zhuang Zhou, who came back from the provincial capital, brought him a box of beautifully packaged mooncakes. He was reluctant to eat them so he put them under the cabinet. Zhuang Zhou asked him, “Are you waiting for someone?”

Shen Chi pursed his lips.

Mother Zhuang looked at his pitifully thin arms, pulling him to drink the thick chicken soup, he sat at the table and picked up the bowl.

Now he can’t absorb anything, and his throat is burning and uncomfortable, but looking at Mother Zhuang’s concerned eyes, he still drank it all.

It was dark when he returned to the residential building from Zhuang Zhou’s home when he heard a heavy crash as he passed the first floor.

Shen Chi followed the sound, he stood by the open door and through the crack of the door saw the strange man riding on Xiao Zui, her white skirt being thrown on the ground.

Xiao Zui’s eyes flashed with longing for the outside world but now they are numb and cold.

He clenched his hand and walked over. Before his hand touched the man’s clothes, Xiao Zui used his eyes to signal him not to. Finally, he lowered his head and walked to close the concealed door.

The smell of cigarettes appeared in the air. Sister Hong, who was smoking, walked downstairs in her shawl. She gave him a smile and said, “Do you like my daughter?”

Shen Chi shook his head.

Sister Hong walked up to him, the strong smell of smoke lingered into his nose and her throat inevitably felt retching. Sister Hong noticed his strangeness: “Do you feel sick?”

Without waiting for him, Sister Hong’s eyes sharpened, “It’s for her good. How many people in the border town can get into college? Everyone has their own lives to live.”

When Sister Hong finished speaking, she left and the closed door was opened. The man walked through the door while lifting his trousers. When he saw that he was quite experienced, he said, “Still a young girl? It’s 500 yuan at a time, but unfortunately it’s dumb and tasteless. ”

Shen Chi listened to the words and recalled Xiao Zui’s face, his stomach was full of nausea. He returned home and retched on the trash can.

Five hundred yuan is only the price of a pair of sneakers in Yancheng, but it can buy the dignity of a girl in the border city. He is disgusted in this world.

He also thought of Shi Liang next to the train station. He just wanted to help his mother collect the surgery fee but died on the cold operating table. Life in the border town was not worth any money.

He felt that he was rotting in the dead water, the moon was in the distant sky, he could only look up desperately.

The frequency of Shen Chi’s coma was getting higher and higher, because he was worried that he would not be able to wake up, so he sat at the table and wrote a will.

One thousand and eight hundred yuan is his entire property. He left most of it to the Shen family. Although it is not what he wants to, he does not want to owe the Shen family.

Come cleanly.

Walk cleanly.

It’s just that he left the cake money, because he promised Yan Xue Xiao to eat the birthday cake with him.

He also wanted to make a video call to Yan Xue Xiao. He wanted him to see what he looked like.

But now he is really ugly, his red hair is dull and his skin is almost transparent. He doesn’t even dare to look at himself.

Shen Chi’s will consciousness gradually blurred then he looked out of the window in darkness, unable to see the moonlight in the sky.

【Asia’s No.1 Gun God】Unfortunately there is no moon today

His body is getting weaker and weaker, and he doesn’t seem to be able to hold on. He slowly closed his amber eyes.

It’s like falling asleep.
*

After returning to China, Yan Xue Xiao calmly watched Zheng An fall from a tall building and stared at Luo Shu’s death in pain. If his mother wants to rely on her younger brother to seize power, he doesn’t mind letting her lose her last hope.

Step by step, he became the person he hated the most. When he was covered with blood and sat in a high position, there was no one beside him.

There may be someone.

Power brought him a sense of security. His eyes fell on the screen and thought that the little wolf cub, who is not very obedient to convenience, can now be brought by him and raised slowly.

He went to the border town as agreed, holding his favorite strawberry cake in his hand.

Huang Shijing, who was by Yan Xue Xiao’s side, didn’t know why Yan Xue Xiao would come to the border town. The border town was more dilapidated than he had imagined, with potholes on the road and the gutters on the side of the road full of sewage.

From Yancheng to Border City, it was like coming to another world. He vaguely remembered that the child born to the Shen family in Yancheng was wrongly held. The child who had lived in Yancheng was sent back to the poor border city.

He doesn’t know what happened to that child, only that Shen’s biological child was admitted to Yan University. Mrs. Shen praised her precious son when she met everyone.

Huang Shijing took it back. Some people said that Shi Ran was a mad dog and dared to kill Yan Zhao in the Yan family, but he felt that Yan Xue Xiao was even more crazy.

If it weren’t for Mrs. Yan to be mentally ill and there was no threat, he had no doubt that Yan Xuexiao would act on his biological mother.

Yan Xue Xiao walked to the residential building. He looked at the dilapidated building and frowned. He preferred that the little wolf dog was lying to him and instead living in a comfortable apartment and approaching him for other purposes.

Yan Xue Xiao saw a woman carrying a bamboo basket walking ‌residential building, walking over he asked, “Have you ever seen a child with red hair?”

“You mean Shen Chi, right?” Mother Zhuang’s eyes were sullen, “He lives in the last room of the building.”

It turns out that his name is Shen Chi.

Yan Xue Xiao said silently.

“Xiao Chi is a poor child, Let me take you up.” Mother Zhuang wiped her tears, “The control light in the building is broken and it is not easy to walk.”

He passed through the dark corridor and stopped at the end of the single room, which was small and empty. There was no air circulation and the walls were covered with dust, as if it had been uninhabited for a long time.

“The child lived here before he was alive.” Mother Zhuang continued to burn the paper money in the bamboo basket. “Even though Shen Chen did not live. The reason of death was discovered. The doctor said it was severe anemia caused by malnutrition. ”

Huang Shijing was surprised to hear that because anemia is not a serious disease. As long as it is treated in time, it will not cause death. He looked at the small and humid rented house. The child of this age was procrastinated with severe anemia, obviously because of poverty.

He himself has a daughter, so he can’t help but ask: “Does his parents leave him alone?”

“His biological parents have a new child.” Mother Zhuang said with blame, “I was busy taking care of the baby who was just born. How can I not care about the child who is close to me? Xiao Chi was so thin before when he was alive ‌.”

Not only is she blaming Father Ji and Mother Ji but she is also guilty. If she can take care of Shen Chi a little bit more, this child will not die before he grows up.

Mother Zhuang said as she talked, tears fell again, “No one rented the house where the tenant suspected that someone had died. The house is still in its original state. I heard that the child seemed to be waiting for someone.”

Yan Xue Xiao narrowed his eyes and walked to the table to read the note. There are only simple property arrangements on the pages of the book, no sensational words.

There are still 1,800 yuan on the bank card. 1,300 yuan will be sent to the Shen family in Yancheng and 500 yuan will be bought for Yan Xue Xiao’s birthday cake. By the way, there are moon cakes left in the cabinet and not eaten. If Yan Xue Xiao is here, please give it to him.

It turns out that Shen Chi didn’t really lie to himself. He didn’t dare to imagine how weak Shen Chi would be as he typed in despair, but he responded coldly.

Yan Xue Xiao put the prepared birthday cake on the table, his fingers shaking slightly.

He was clearly looking forward to his birthday so much, but he didn’t even survive and died alone in a border town with no one by his side.

Although Mother Zhuang didn’t know the identity of this man, she knew that she was not an ordinary person by looking at his clothes, let alone the crowd of people behind her.

But she felt strong emotions from the man and she heard the man’s mute voice while she was in front of her.

“Where is the moon cake?”

Zhuang’s mother took the moon cakes from the cabinet. Because the boxes were moldy when they were placed in a damp environment, she handed the moon cakes over to remind them, “It had been here for too long and you can’t eat it anymore.”

However, when he saw the man tearing down the mooncakes and eating them. Huang Shijing caught a glimpse of Yan Xue Xiao, who had always been indifferent and shed a little tear.

But the man returned to his usual indifference when he raised his head after eating the mooncakes. Huang Shijing thought he had misunderstood. How could a person like Yan Xue Xiao be in love? It must be his illusion.

He didn’t know who Shen Chi was to Yan Xue Xiao, he only knew that Yan Xue Xiao, who returned to Yancheng, was even more moody.

He doesn’t know how the Shen family got into this. Mrs. Shen’s darling was in a car accident and Mrs. Shen, who had high hopes for her son, went crazy on the spot. The Shen family, who was on the right track, fell into a slump.

He heard that Mrs. Shen, who was sent back to the northwest, didn’t even have money to go to the hospital.

It’s a pity that Yan Xue Xiao wouldn’t let her die.

He felt that Yan Xue Xiao could be called sick, but no one dared to say this in front of Yan Xue Xiao. He didn’t even dare to speak loudly in front of Yan Xue Xiao. A group of trusted followers were changed, only the mobile phone had never been changed.

On September 3rd , Huang Shijing didn’t know which day it was, but Yan Xue Xiao was gloomy, and no one dared to accompany the man.

He bit his head and walked into the room, handed over the documents and walked tremblingly to the study. When he turned around and walked to the study, he caught a glimpse of Yan Xue Xiao.

Huang Shijing didn’t know if it was his illusion. At this time, Yan Xue Xiao had a gentleness in his eyes that he had never felt before and he suppressed his doubts and left.

The man didn’t care about Huang Shijing’s departure, or he didn’t care about anyone. He just looked at the window and narrowed his dark eyes. Today, he was supposed to be nineteen.

He didn’t know if there was an afterlife. Yan Xue Xiao raised his head. If there is an afterlife, he wants to take the little wolf cub in the snow back home.

Give him the best things.

Accompanying him, while looking at the moon.

_______________
TL: I’m freaking crying and choking on my tears while reading this. YXX was too late and SC could not even eat cake with YXX. It just hurts more because I saw their interactions and happiness in the main story. While typing this I’m still crying, especially the last note. I hope you loved this story as much as I do, I hoped you prepared a box of tissues beside you.

EN: /wipes gucci tears/. Anyway, we are done with the novel guys! :> Thankyou for joining us, me and nacchi, in this awesome novel! Thankyou for all the support! Luvluv.

 

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  1. MilkTeaLuna says:

    MY HEART HURTS. AH.
    Thank you so much for translating this ♡

    1. Nacchi says:

      The author just had to give more pain before ending it. Hope u have tissues there

      1. Spica says:

        Yaaaa whyyyyy author whyyyyy

  2. Kim Nanna says:

    I’m crying and it’s not little ok, poor little puppy

  3. Sansa says:

    I mean i did wanna know what ha00ened to the 9g timeline buy,.. Damn!!! I did not expect i would be crying

  4. Lexia says:

    Thankyou so much for the torture author (ಥ﹏ಥ)
    I cried and choking on my tears, my heart just hurt so bad for them
    Thankyou for the ending, thankyou for making them met each other with no hurdle like the Original timeline (இ﹏இ`。)

  5. ruinthyself says:

    oh damn…. the author just want to make me cry!!! QAQ thank u so much for the hard work in translating this~

  6. Iris says:

    I cried. Damn…

  7. Jenny says:

    Cried so hard I sobbed.

    Thank you for translating. xo’s

  8. Sansa says:

    Ok this is about the 5th time i read this, but i still cry

  9. HakanaiRyo says:

    This was suppose to be just fluff. Huhu. Why? Author? I didnt expect this!! Thankfully, they met and he is now happy. Huhu.

    Once again, thank you so much for the translations!!

  10. SingMeAMelody says:

    Oh my… I can’t help but cry… I’m really glad that we were blessed enough by the author to be able to read the story we have instead of this tragedy…

  11. toyacal says:

    I’m crying so hard. Original Shen Chi makes my heart ache so much. I really have no sympathy for the Shen or Ji family now. I feel bad for Yan Xue Xiao too because he also had no one

  12. Accellia says:

    so i left it at wedding because i thought it was already over. turned out there’s extra for honeymoon and daily life♡ and this story-we-didn’t-need-because-it-hurts-too-much
    。:゚(;´∩`;)゚:。

    might be late but still want to say this: I’m sorry for your hand injury, hope it heal soon. in the future please don’t force translating while your hand still hurt, your health and real life is more important, as long as you give notice i believe readers will understand.

    thank you for your hard work for translating this till the end! waiting for more of your future translation works! (つ≧▽≦)つ

  13. Wuxie says:

    It’s the final chapter why do you have to make us cryy?! IT HURTS SO MUCH UGHHH

    1. ILYP_ says:

      I know, right?? This chapter hurt so much that I’ll never forgive the author for doing this to me😭😭😭😭😭 we got our HE, so why we must cry at the last chapter? My baby suffered too much😭😭😭😭

  14. Ketkai says:

    I wonder what’ll happen if the mc surives and met the darkened ml. They will still be each other’s light and world.

    I thought the mc be dying over suicide :'( but I guess the ml’s coming changed that. Sad that it was just a few time left before their meetup :(( mc was looking forward to it

    The author really knows where to place the “supposed timeline if Lin didn’t add ml” lol. Way to bring back the angst that was in the initial arcs. Everyone got a BE :'((

    Thank you for bringing us this underrated gem of a novel ❤️ Some details were wonky but it’s undeniable that the plot and developments are immersive ?

  15. Ketkai says:

    I wonder what’ll happen if the mc surives and met the darkened ml. They will still be each other’s light and world.

    I thought the mc be dying over suicide :'( but I guess the ml’s coming changed that. Sad that it was just a few time left before their meetup :(( mc was looking forward to it

    The author really knows where to place the “supposed timeline if Lin didn’t add ml” lol. Way to bring back the angst that was in the initial arcs. Everyone got a BE :'(( and the details and dialogues makes one want to cry

    Thank you for bringing us this underrated gem of a novel ❤️ Some details were wonky but it’s undeniable that the plot and developments are immersive ?

    1. Ketkai says:

      Oof my unstable net posted my comment twice, one og and one, with added words.

      It was a great story, watching their lives :’) the ending will always be remembered ? as it is placed in last where the memory is fresh with the ones that are last read / recent

  16. Ruka says:

    Thank you for translating! ?

  17. Xiexi says:

    My heart hurt so much??,. I feel so heartbroken.. They both suffer too much in this life but luckily they meet each other in another life to be together?.. This make me cry so much at the same time feel so sweet and sour. Thank you so much for your work?❤️❤️❤️

  18. Rash says:

    Thanks for translating this translator samaa ❤
    At least Yan Xue Xiao’s wish was fulfilled.
    Everything started anew. And everyone became happy. I’ll just think like that and stop crying

    1. Rash says:

      +thank you editor samaa❤

  19. Sadlady says:

    I’m literally sobbing. They were so so close to meeting but SC’s condition just couldn’t make it. And YXX’s focus was on something else entirely. I guess they hadn’t built a sense of trust when they finally connected so SC couldn’t tell him his problems. I’m sure YXX would’ve done something if he knew SC’s been to the hospital.

  20. Mamon says:

    Wtffff author, really? Really?!?? The last chapter and you give us this? Huhu what a ride. Thanks to tl-san and editor-san!

    Got scammed by the title and summary, but I have no regrets.

  21. Mori says:

    I wanted to reread this for the sole purpose of reading a fluff, and then this last extra made me cry. If i were to be transported in the book, I would take care, accompany, and love shen chi as much as YYX did in the original text. My baby died alone and thinking no one wanted him–I qkwuetegajdbfmxvtqiebd

  22. Son says:

    Oh god my heart hurts. The author is SICK. WHO ASKED FOR THIS?!? The last chapter good god. I didn’t sign up for this pain.

  23. Cancer says:

    What was that. Fuck. Now I’ve got a stuffy nose. Fuck. At first I was like what’s this..? I’m not back to the first chapter…? And then fuck fuck fuck. That was half a year’s worth of my tears and sobs fuck

  24. Isa says:

    Ahh reading the angst in the last chapter makes me want to re-read the book to relieve the heartache….
    Thank you for the translation. I thought this was gonna be a light fluffy gaming BL but got more than expected. Although am not into angst, this one i enjoyed, prob because the drama are mostly coherent and consistent to both plot and characters.

  25. Mewmew says:

    If the last chapter is the main story, I’ll probably hangs myself and cry tears of blood. Sooo fcking angsty. Thanks God and the author for not doing that.

  26. Lazigirl says:

    Each time i read this ch (more than 5) i will cry like a mad dog and want to kill everyone
    Btw i dont know why everyone hated shen family so much but dont say ab Mc family??? At least mother shen raising someone child for more that 16 years and give him everything then find her child and raise him but what ab mC real family?? They really more bad than her. They rub from their not adult kid and throw him away. Let him die from poverty. And its their bloodline . Why Ml didnt kill them? He should kill them and let them suffer more than Mc but author seem to think that shen family has mre fault than they? Really??? No Mc isnt their child at all. Its logical if they didnt want spend money on him but what ab mc reall family??? I think they are true beast.
    Tnk u translator sama so much for translating this amazing story

    1. ILYP_ says:

      I’m with you, YXX should have done some justice. The Ji family is as horrible as the Shen family.

      1. Jesriccerrrrr says:

        The thing about it is, though YXX can be a savage, he’s truly not a blackened person. And if you really pay attention, he didn’t cause the downfall of any of those people. It was their own hubris and karma catching up to them! It’s just that, depending on what they were involved in, it may have resulted in death.

        For example, ZA and LS were literally murderers and involved in black market dealings with other murderers. So when they messed up, death was what awaited them. But in the case of the Shen family, Papa Shen didn’t borrow money from unscrupulous ppl. And even if he did, once they lost their riches, they were spared from death because they sold off everything and paid their debts. I’m the case of the gambling guy, he wasn’t paying anybody and the people he borrowed from were also gang related, so…

        On the other hand, the Ji family is already poor and struggling. Not to mention, after their misdeeds were brought to light, they don’t have the respect of their neighbors anymore. Other than death, there’s nothing to do to them.

        Also think about the fact that they’re Shen Chi’s bio parents and will now have to live with even more regrets because they can’t benefit from him marrying the richest man in the country! 😂

        Believe me, they’re suffering!

  27. Mochi says:

    thanks so much for the hard work! I really love this pair. Even at the start, I already felt distressed about the another timeline Shen Chi. I thought he died from depression. But this version and details is actually more painful for me. I’ve been crying while reading this chapter. He’s been wanting to meet YXX all this time and it really breaks my heart that they didn’t manage to. In the main text, I still feel a bit bad for the Ji parents, since the Ji Ma showed concern for the cub. But this extra made me realize that they’re hateful. How could they leave their child unattended?! I feel glad for the main text but this extra is just really painful T.T

  28. Wonkie says:

    Thank you for all your hard work translating! Also, I’m crying too.

  29. Lily C says:

    Thank Translator San for sharing this wonderful cute story but the ending of another world is totally heart breaking💞😭💞😭💞😭

  30. Stela says:

    🤧🤧🤧
    Thanks for the translation❤️

  31. Moran says:

    I almost vomited from my coughing while crying, I repetitively read this sad ending because damn, a single thought and push can be the butterfly effect that changes the future, I’ll continue cryiing first uhuhuhu

  32. lemonbb says:

    Ahhh, I didn’t expect that I’d cry. I cried so hard.

    Sending author some knives for making me cry at the end qaq.

  33. Yin says:

    ヽ(*⌒▽⌒*)ノ Thank you to Nacchi (the Translator), and Gummy (the Editor).

    ٩(。•́‿•̀。)۶ I read this entire series in a few sittings, and it was a sort beautiful. I honestly didn’t expect it to be as touching as it was.

    I cannot thank you enough for all of the work, time, and effort that has gone into this. I am so thankful to be able to read this work, and I really wanted to express my appreciation.
    °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

  34. Lilbon says:

    This hurts so muchhh 😭😭😭 it hurts more that they did talk than if they didn’t 😭😭😭 WHY WHY DOES THIS VERSION EXISTS ITS TOO MUCHHH FOR MY HEART

    I thought baby Chi commit suicide 😭 it was his illness that has never recovered properly 😭😭 I can’t QAQ

    1. Lilbon says:

      I thought there was still more QAQ the 2nd chance was in the form of a dream 🥲🥲🥲 thank you translator and editor for the continuous hard work I think it was also hard translating this heartbreaking part (。ノω\。) I can’t stop crying now ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽

  35. marmar says:

    thank you for translating! why does the author put the saddest story at the end dammit😭 i thought they never interacted in the previous lives, turns out they did know each other but still, it was too late 🙁 and that makes it a thousand times sadder :(( i clicked on this story because the title sounds like fluff but a lot of angst huh!!

  36. Blackmoontiger says:

    Darn it! I am not ok! Trying to wipe my tears so my family doesn’t ask why im crying like a baby. Im glad our ML was still hoping for MC to be there so he could take him home to raise him but it was too late. 😭

    But did the author have to leave us on such a sad chapter! Not even a little snip-it like it was our ML’s dream and he woke up with the MC in his arms alive and well, not really remembering the dream but just glad to he got to MC earlier to raise him well.

  37. sunshineri says:

    Thankfully enough. Things were different this time around. He’s not late and they got to be together for a lifetime. God, I was crying as I read this chapter. It hurts more when you compare how sweet it had been at the start and what it was in their previous life. Heavens!! And I’m glad I found this story. Just.. why did the story have to end in such a sad note. My heart hurts now. Still. Thank you for translating this great story!! 🧡🧡🧡

  38. Juerukaede says:

    This… Fvck! ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽ glad they’re not too late in this timeline. Glad YXX was able to take the wolf cub in the snow back home ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ SO GLAD SC FINALLY HAVE A PLACE TO CALL HOME! (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

  39. mitama says:

    I fucking SOBBED while reading this last extra, I literally had to stop reading for a moment and just cry for a while. God this hurts T_T

  40. byap says:

    AHHHHHHH I WAS HALFWAY THROUGH WHEN I DECIDED TO READ THE COMMENTS ABOUT THIS STORY AND GOOD THING I SPOILED MYSELF TO THE ENDING BECAUSE I WANT TO BE HAPPY NOT TO UGLY SNOTTY CRY IN THE CORNER!!! this is too much authorrrr whyyyyyyyy

  41. xie lian says:

    The story was so good… Then I read this other version of their story and my heart hurt so badly that I was thankful that this is not their final ending. I know that YXX deserves the love between him and Shen Chi. They both deserve to be happy.

    Thank you author for the wonderful story and to the translator and editor for a job well done!

  42. Noria says:

    Thanks for translating this beautiful story. I love that the timeline changed and we got our happy ending, but reading about what could have happened hurts so much!!!

  43. Labyrinth says:

    Author made me choked up at work, i had to hold tears and couldn’t even cry.

    I’m glad there’s another timeline, the original is too sad and everyone’s lives are very bad. Lin Sinian received the dream since he could kickstart the butterfly effect making those innocent lives became better. Fortunate Sinian is a wise person and choose best decision based on the dream.

    Thank you translator for your hardwork!

  44. Terra says:

    I thought this would be another fluff story……. but gosh this is too cruel.. how can the author put this at the end of the story? Why? 😭😭😭😭

    anyway thanks to Nacchi and Gummy for brought up this beautiful story💙

  45. Ren says:

    oh man i thought they just never got into contact in the og timeline but it hurts so much more like this i wasn’t ready to SOB 😭😭

    thank you so much for translating!!!!

  46. Ale says:

    Siento como si me destrozara el corazón. Y lo más triste es que esto puede ocurrir en la vida real.

  47. Caleist says:

    I’m having my 2 am sadness time
    Crying rn
    But then thanks a lot for the translations 😭🫂❤️

  48. Aishi says:

    I didn’t expect to cry at the last chapter 😭

    My poor baby cub suffered so much. He didn’t even had the chance to eat mooncake and his birthday cake. My heart hurt so much. His death was preventable and… *sighs*

    Thank you for translating this beautiful book. I had fun reading this and also tears.

  49. DeiStarr says:

    The most unsatisfactory part of this chapter is that there’s no part 2 where they’re reborn and get a second chance after all the horror. Instead the one who was reborn was an insignificant side character, which led to the deviation that becomes the main text of the novel. So they DO get a second chance; it’s just that neither of them realises it.
    So I really wish that this extra had a part 2 where the blackened YXX from the original world is reborn and changes things. It would make it less bitter.

  50. zuru-san says:

    I’m happy they got a happy ending even after all this. the author probably is a sadist hurting us all before she ends the story.

    anyway, thanks to the translator and editor for translating this novel!

  51. zuru-san says:

    the author probably is a sadist hurting us all before she ends the story. I’m happy they finally had a happy ending after all that happened.

    anyway, thanks to the translator and editor for translating this novel!

  52. KD says:

    So this is what Lin Sinian was talking about in the early chap of this book in his dreams on how XYY was so ruthless and how SC died. Dang I really cried.

  53. KD says:

    The world exists late

  54. ILYP_ says:

    I’m heartbroken again😭😭😭 Usually an extra ends with happy stories or something fluff but knowing that they loved each other but never realized it and SXX never met SC, and all his friends were ruined, and SC died alone has me crying all over again 😭😭😭😭😭 the author really played us here😭😭😭😭 why? We were so happy😭 but let’s all think again that this is the past, now they happy living together 😭

  55. ILYP_ says:

    I’m going to read this again and finish it at the honey moon, I deserve to stop crying (?

    P.S. Now we know that all the things and the love and the pamper that SXX gave him is not enough for our cub 😭 he deserves that and more!!!

  56. Sia says:

    Damnnn uuu….its 3:19 and It hurts so much…I’m crying .. I’m fukin crying….. I always wondered what if shen chi died just like sinian’s dream … And this is what I get…. It hurts so much…. I wish even in his 1 liftime they were together and happy 😭😭😭… It’s just soo sad

  57. Hooligan flower says:

    I ate while crying reading this part, my heart hurts, poor shen chi 😭😭. His last wish was not granted 😭😭😭😭😭

  58. Jesriccerrrrr says:

    Now I need to read the story all over again to relieve the pain 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    Thank you translator and editor!!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻

    I don’t even remember how I came to start reading this novel but there are no regrets!!!! I wish them so much peace and happiness forever and ever!! And though they were reborn, I hope their selves in the other timeline can find peace in the knowledge that they do get a happy ending ♥️♥️♥️

    Like bro, I’m literally in tears!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    Though I finished the main story last night, I called out from work today so I could finish up the extras and clearly I made the right choice! No way would I be able to hold it in after reading about YXX eating the mooncakes… Instant breakdown!!!

  59. Sky B.lue says:

    Ya autor, suelteme, me está lastimandoooo 😭
    Fingiré que el tiempo retrocedió, no pasó nada de esto y que nuestra historia sucede en ese mismo mundo.
    Lloraré toda mi vida si pienso que son mundos distintos 🥹

    Pero aún así, ¡me encantó la novela! ¡Muchas gracias por tomarse el tiempo de traducir y editar! 💜

  60. Chronos5884 says:

    QAQ

    Author was like: Hold on, let me just stab the rest of my knives into you with my last chapter.

    Made me cry.

  61. Sam says:

    Thank you so much for the translation, I’m crying so hard right now🙁🙁

  62. Ciel says:

    Why, the ending ve to be like this? DEmN, I’m so sour n can’t stop crying… I feel all the happiness from their happy ending is gone again 🥲🥲

  63. Elle says:

    I’m dead. This chapter emotionally broke me. My poor Shen Chi baby 😭😭😭😭

  64. ILYP_ says:

    I came here just to read the new comments hahahaha lets suffer all together 🫂🫂🫂

  65. Yui says:

    My poor baby!! he deserved so much better, if only the ml came earlier..if only he reached out to the ml more. At least they got a second chance in the other timeline.

  66. iamkoi says:

    i am crying rivers of tears!!! it made me think that sometimes fate is such a cruel and fascinating game. if lin sinian didn’t have those premonition dreams and add yan xue xiao right away, their lives (yxx & sc) wouldn’t intersect. i haven’t imagine what would life be for shen chi if that happens because i know it would be painful but i didn’t know it will hurt this bad. in the original timeline, you would think so many what ifs…their fate is almost. that the love could have been. the time didn’t do them justice, while sc can’t hold on and yxx is too late. i can feel the regret inside him, maybe that’s why fate gave them a second chance. like a compensation for their almost happy ever after. i love the author and translation. thank you for bringing this novel! i seldom do commentary but i can’t help it, i need to release this pent up feelings.

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