ADWMCES Chapter68

Ji Yujin licked his lips, hardly believing the thought forming in his mind. He glanced at Chu Fengqing once more and, despite the pain in his body, forced himself to sit up.

Chu Fengqing’s forehead jumped, “Be careful not to open the wound.”

Ji Yujin ignored his words, stared at his face, and said, “You didn’t refute what I said just now.”

He asked again tentatively, “Are you… feeling sorry for me?”

He thought that maybe the sword had injured his head and caused him to have hallucinations.

Chu Fengqing pursed his lips, not admitting it but still not refuting him, only the back of his neck turned pink.

Ji Yujin noticed his change, and his eyes widened slightly. “Then… You’re not really crying, right…”

“Shut up.”

Chu Fengqing was afraid that he would say something shocking again, so he interrupted him. He still looked a little embarrassed, but there were more important things to do. He said, “Give me your hand.”

Ji Yujin was very obedient at this time, his fox-like eyes were full of ecstasy.

He did as Chu Fengqing told and stretched out his hand to him.

That feeling distressed—if you round it up, is love!

Chu Fengqing placed his finger on his pulse, and the pulse was still very weak…

Suddenly, a thought flashed through his mind—”last breath of life”. Chu Fengqing was in a trance for a moment and was a little overwhelmed by these four words. His fingers were on his pulse, but he did not move.

Seeing that he didn’t move, Ji Yujin raised his hand and touched him. This touch brought Chu Fengqing back to reality, with fear still in his eyes.

Ji Yujin didn’t know how many days he had been in a coma. He just felt that he had slept for a long time and had many bizarre dreams. “Do you know why I woke up just now?”

Chu Fengqing looked at him while waiting for him to continue.

Ji Yujin frowned when he thought of the dream and whispered, “I dreamed of a little boy who looked like a little fairy, squatting on the ground and crying very sadly, his tears were falling, but there was no sound at all.”

“I felt so sorry for him that I wanted to go over and comfort him, but I couldn’t.”

He babbled on and on as if joking, “Then I saw him crying harder and harder, so I didn’t care about anything else and walked over to him, and then I woke up. Now that I think about it, the child’s eyes look a lot like yours, so I was so anxious. Although I haven’t seen you as a child, I think you should be as beautiful as a little jade.”

The dream was so real that he still couldn’t distinguish the dream from reality. However, he felt very sleepy and wanted to sleep just now after waking up. But he was afraid that Chu Fengqing would worry if he fell asleep again, so he had to force himself to stay awake.

Chu Fengqing gritted his teeth, his eyes became redder. This guy is really…

Ji Yujin was stunned for a moment, his eyebrows kept jumping, and his heart felt like it was being pinched by a hand. The pain was so severe that he dared not breathe. He stretched out his hand to Chu Fengqing and held him in his arms. “What’s wrong? Are you feeling distressed again? Don’t worry, I’m fine.”

Chu Fengqing obediently bent down and leaned against his chest. His heartbeat could be clearly heard in his ears. It was very steady, but it made his nose sore. He asked softly, “Ji Yujin… do you like me?”

Ji Yujin’s heart beat faster.

Chu Fengqing suddenly broke free from his hands, raised his eyes to look at his face, and said word by word, “Do you like me? The kind of love between a man and a woman.”

Ji Yujin pursed his lips, then suddenly smiled, “I wish I could keep you all to myself, but does having you call me husband every day count as love?”

Chu Fengqing nodded, “Alright.”

He said as he moved forward and pressed his lips against his.

Chu Fengqing bit his lip and said in a hoarse voice, “I thought you were going to die…”

A tear fell between their lips. Ji Yujin felt it was bitter and salty, yet burning hot, burning him with pain and numbness.

His pupils contracted sharply, and though he tried to look at Chu Fengqing, Chu Fengqing stopped him.

Ji Yujin no longer insisted.

He didn’t know what happened during the time he was asleep, but he was almost feeling sorry to death. He rubbed Chu Fengqing’s messy hair. Chu Fengqing was usually immaculate, not a strand of hair out of place. He reached out, cupping the back of Chu Fengqing’s head, deepening the kiss.

Chu Fengqing’s eyelashes trembled slightly. Ji Yujin used his tongue to pry open his lips, like conquering a city. This time Chu Fengqing did not push him away but responded to him. Ji Yujin’s eyes gradually darkened.

Different from all the previous kisses, this kiss was filled with ruthlessness. Both of them tried their best to absorb it, even though their kissing skills were still immature.

Ji Yujin’s eyes also turned red, and he whispered, “The scourge has lasted for thousands of years. It’s not that easy for a scourge like me to die.”

“I haven’t lived enough. I’ve lived for twenty years and finally met you. How can I bear to die?”

Chu Fengqing closed his eyes, trying his best to control his emotions that were about to collapse. He turned his head and buried his face in Ji Yujin’s neck, his voice trembling slightly, “I’ve spent every bit of wisdom I have in my life, but if you still won’t wake…”

“If you still won’t wake up, I don’t know what to do anymore.”

Ji Yujin kissed the side of his face, and the hair beside Chu Fengqing’s ear was slightly wet. He whispered, “I won’t, I won’t.”

He didn’t know what to say, so he could only repeat these words.

“I’ve studied medicine for so many years, if I can’t save you…”

The desperation in his words made Ji Yujin at a loss. For the first time, he didn’t know what to do. He was usually eloquent, but at this moment, he couldn’t say anything. He could only whisper, “I can’t bear to leave you.”

This sentence was like a fuse, completely igniting all of Chu Fengqing’s emotions. He buried his head in Ji Yujin’s neck, and his clear eyes turned red.

A person who is usually devoid of emotion suddenly erupts, as though he had endured a grave injustice.

When Chu Fengqing looked up again, his eyes were no longer without sadness or joy but were filled with everything, as if he had been pulled into the mortal world to experience the emotions and love of the world.